Rebecca Memory and the Past Quotes
How we cite our quotes: (Chapter.Paragraph)
Quote #1
Last night I dreamt I went to Manderley again. (1.1)
This is a pretty famous first line. When we reach the end of Rebecca's last chapter, we realize that the first time she has the dream of going back to Manderley is actually on her way back to Manderley, right before she sees that it's on fire. We get the feeling she has this dream, or variations of it, over and over.
Quote #2
We can never go back again, that much is certain. The past is still too close to us. (2.1)
First, we are led to believe they can't go back to Manderley because it's been destroyed. This line suggests that it has even more to do with their strong memories of what happened there. Manderley can always be rebuilt, right? Notice that she says the can never go back in the first sentence; the second sentence suggests there might be a time in the future when the past is far enough away.
Quote #3
Of course we have our moments of depression; but there are other moments too, when time, unmeasured by the clock, runs on into eternity and, catching his smile, I know we are together, we march in unison, no clash of thought or of opinion makes a barrier between us. (2.4)
Mrs. de Winter's best moments, moments she feels truly united with Maxim, have an eternal quality; these moments transcend the constructs of time and presumably are stronger than her memories of the past.
Quote #4
We have no secrets now from one another. All things are shared. Granted that our little hotel is dull, and the food indifferent, and that day after day dawns very much the same, yet we would not have it otherwise. (2.5)
Maxim and Mrs. de Winter's present life sounds monotonous and dull – a sharp contrast to the chaos of the past she goes on to describe. Which would you prefer?
Quote #5
"All memories are bitter, and I prefer to ignore them. Something happened a year ago that altered my whole life, and I want to forget every phase in my existence up to that time. Those days are finished. They are blotted out. I must begin living all over again." (5.30)
Maxim tells the soon to be Mrs. de Winter this when he's courting her in Monte Carlo. It doesn't exactly sound like he has happy memories of life with Rebecca, but Mrs. de Winter doesn't have enough information, or experience, to entertain that possibility yet.
Quote #6
We know one another. This is the present. There is no past and no future. Here I am washing my hands, and the cracked mirror shows me to myself, suspended as it were, in time; this is me, this moment will not pass. (6.2)
This is Mrs. de Winter speaking in the novel's present, years after the events at Manderley that make up the bulk of the tale. She's about to embark on her memories of Manderley. The line suggests that she's trapped in her memories of Manderley. It also suggests she knows that her existence during that time was cracked, fractured, broken in some way.
Quote #7
"I don't mind that," I said. "I love bathing. As long as the currents are not too strong. Is the bathing safe in the bay?" (9.61)
Oops! Of course, the bay's dangerous: its where Rebecca dies. Mrs. de Winter realizes the implications of her innocent slip-of-the-tongue and soon enough will become hyper-paranoid about any comment that might make Maxim recall Rebecca and her death.
Quote #8
"You see," she said, snapping the top, and walking down the stairs, "you are so very different from Rebecca." (9.169)
Until Mrs. de Winter realizes that Beatrice's comment is meant as a compliment, she replays it over and over in her memory. She uses it as proof that she's being compared unfavorably to Rebecca by everyone.
Quote #9
"Forget it, Mrs de Winter, forget it, as he has done, thank heaven, and the rest of us. We none of us want to bring back the past. Maxim least of all. And it's up to you, you know, to lead us away from it. Not to take us back there again." (11.128)
Mrs. de Winter finds this easier said than done. She's surrounded by Rebecca's things, and Mrs. Danvers especially won't let Mrs. de Winter forget about her.
Quote #10
For one desperate moment I thought that something had happened to my brain, that I was seeing back into Time, and looking upon the room as it used to be, before she died... (14.3)
Mrs. de Winter is describing how she feels when she enters Rebecca's room looking for Mrs. Danvers. She finds the room cleaned, dusted, and fully prepared for Rebecca to come in and use it.